Who am i
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
Happenings
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
-8:21 AM
I enjoyed the kelong trip with my church buddies man! Though we had to fast lunch, yet we still enjoyed ourselves. Alekx, shu and I were the only girls on the trip, surrounded by 9 other guys. Fishing is not a girl's hobby! But God was faithful in adding joy to our trip. I'll just let the photos do the talk, more details on shuey's blog. 
Shu and I disturbing Joel while he fishes.
The guys acting cool in the beach
Shu spending time with God. Guess what? During this time when we were spending time with God, the boatman came up to us and asked if the girls wanted to go to the beach! We were told that we couldnt go to the beach at first because they only brought children instead. And the girls felt quite sad, because we didnt want to fish for 3 days in a row. God does dote on the girls.
This is a tidal pool!! Its a mini pool formed amongst rocks! And its so cool because you can spot little prawns, crabs and small fish swimming inside.
Joel with his catch fish. He was trying to hold it like a rifle.
Kahwan's twin sister. He found her in the kelong.
hahah! I accidentally pressed squid ink onto shu's face while trying to hook it on the fishing rod. It was so funny! I was fiddling with the squid and the next moment, i heard a "ah!" sound from shu. She's always the victim of my clumsiness.
Alekx and I are so intrigued by the creatures in the sea!
The guys were hesitant to follow the girls to the beach at first. But they seemed to have more fun instead. I like this photo, James appears to be running on air.
Biscuit spitting competition! The aim of this game is to munch the biscuits and talk at the same time so that lots of crumbs will fly out of your mouth. We were aiming the biscuit crumbs at each other! and my biscuit crumbs landed up in zhulong's mouth! haha, his expression was soo funny.
Jellyfish!!! Ive never seen so many jellyfish in my life!
Shu and I were busy posing while the guys were busy crashing into the waves.
Alekx and I! Im glad alekx went along this time, really got to know her better!
Lots of "rainbow" fish (thats not the real name of the fish). It really looked like rainbow colours on the surface of the sea because the scales of this fish were reflecting the 7 colours of the sun. The water was sooo clear.
This is a scandalous shot of Joel and James.
Overall, I really enjoyed myself! It's the company which made the difference. I got to know James, Sam, Joel seah and zhulong better. The teh-ing sessions. God reminded me He was everywhere. In the sea, in the sky, in the hills at the distance, in my heart.. He is there. He knows the struggling issues in my heart. Perhaps, this trip made it even harder to let go. But yet, even while away from home, He spoke to me to once again.....TRUST Him.
Sunday, March 16, 2008
-1:44 AM
Sometimes, faith is about enduring unseemingly hard times.Father,In my heart is an emotional rollercoasterThough I want to let these emotions goYet it's easier said than doneI would wish that You give me an answer nowI would wish that You solve this mystery for me nowI would wish that everything happens NOWIt has never been so difficult for me to deal with such a situationBut I know something good will come out of thisI know that I will still winI choose to trust Youand be like YouMy emotions will have no control over meBecause You care You will not let the righteous fall
Thursday, March 13, 2008
-9:58 AM
One day, as I stared out into an open fieldGod seemed to tell me to look at the rays of the sunThe sun beams beat upon the lush green grassEverything was bright and happyThen I tried looking directly at the sunBut found that it was too blinding for meGod is like the sunSometimes, we ask, "why don't God show Himself to us?"
God shines His rays upon us
As His way of saying He loves us
If He shows us His full face and glory
We will die
We will be blinded
But this doesnt deny that God is real
And that He is with us at all times
Busy preparing with Easter concert on (22nd march, Sat, 4pm -7pm, Living Sanctuary Brethren Church, FOC). All are invited!! Im looking forward to it!!! So exciting to see God's hand in this. Really so exciting. He really provides what we need. He sends confirmation when I need assurance if what im doing is aligned to His will. Thank You Father.
