Who am i
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
Happenings
Friday, October 20, 2006
-10:29 AM
I feel thrown about in confusion. There's just so many things happening now that school has started. Still, I'm so glad to be back at school!!! I really love Poly, esp Ngee Ann Poly!! The pond, flowers, trees, the breeze, the little paths to class always make my day. Unfortunately, Weijia is leaving the class. And I am saddened by that news. He's a great project mate who forgives easily when I quarrel with him, and my only Christian friend in class. Hey Weijia, perhaps we can't be each other's pillar already. God wants us to rely on Him in any circumstance. I thought alot this week. There are so many things in my mind which i somehow can't put into words. I wonder if I didn't get into my primary school, will I be who I am now. When I was young, I wondered how it would feel to be a grown-up. I wondered why were the adults always laughing at jokes that I couldn't understand. I wondered how I would look like and be when Im old. And now when I have reached this stage, i wished i was still a child. I wished I would still think innocently like a child. Surprisingly, I remembered alot of things that I thought about when i was young. As I come home from school and look at the sky, once again, i feel so insignificant. The sky is so huge and Im just a little dot. Yet, God dotes on me and gives me His best. I do not have to be on His waiting list. Im his first customer at all times.I used to think why people who were beautiful in their hearts looked prettier and prettier each day. And people who were horrible but pretty lose their looks instantly. I'd rather be the former one. I somehow always feel that one's heart will reflect in one's appearance. One day, the heart will change the looks, no matter how ugly anyone is. I am proud to say that most of my friends belong to the first category of pretty people. Lastly, I thought of my great dream to be able to sing. I haven't sung for a long long time. I really wish to sing again for people to hear. I miss singing for the Lord. I mean I still sing everywhere I go, but I really want to sing to people again. I really want to see the Lord use my voice to touch people's hearts and comfort people.
-9:39 AM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
-9:27 PM
L.O.S Camp 2006Take a glimpse at how the youths in my church are! This is my home man! with all my fellow youths, tell me if you want to come k!
Sunday, October 15, 2006
-12:15 AM
My attachment is finally over. I should be happy that it's over, but somehow i feel a tinge of sadness within me. I made so many friends at Nike and everyday with them was so exciting and fun! I will definitely miss them, especially Iza (she's in the photo with me). Now I'm getting back to my old life, going back to church again! It feels funny. Church is like a familiar place to me and yet somehow so unfamiliar after my 2 months of being away from it. God's favour was really on me during this attachment. I managed to sell many pairs of shoes for my outlet, which way exceeded the company's target. I sold so many more shoes than all my friends working there. It was fun serving customers because every customer is different. I was amazed at the number of friends I made at Nike. It merely took a few minutes for us to be comfortable with one another. I can only say this is God's favour on me. Even my "pervertic" boss started to treat me very well after I sort of "scolded" him. It was a miracle that he did not flare up at me. In my last week, he called and visited my outlet several times to wish me all the best in my studies. Thank you Lord:) Now I just want to focus back on my studies and in church. I felt so glad to see Shu, alekx, amy, weiping, huiyun etc in church again. But why is it everytime I come back to church I dont see kahwan and Joel Chia ah???? It feels as if we are all drifting apart, but we CANT!!! we are childhood friends leh. Elizabeth is coming to the rescue!!!! hahhahahha, together with God and Shu en. Although I havent been to church for 2 months, I feel so close to God. It's so nice to be with Him. There's like a warm and secure feeling when God walks the day with me. Soon I'll come to the "relationship" age, infact I think this is the age already. I dont know if I'll ever be ready, I wish to be 18 forever. I wish I'll never have to worry about guys. I wish I can live life as it is now, so carefreelly and never have to worry about commitments. I wish to live a life where God, family and friends are the centre of my life. I guess a boyfriend might ruin everything up right? So here's to God- my best friend, my father, my brother: I want You to be the centre of my life for as long as I live, may no one ever steal that glory from You.