Who am i
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
Happenings
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
-9:49 AM
The cut on my finger after applying fresh aloe vera gel obtained from my flower pot
Blood infested plaster!!!
ha, didnt know that this change of nick on msn would garner so many conversation windows, really felt so touched that i have friends who care:) Thanks everyone for your concern. This is my first time cutting my finger so badly, which is good in a way, so that i can understand the pain of those who cut themselves often.
Well, i was cutting this pomegranade and i put in a lot of force in cutting it today. Unfortunately, the knife slipped and landed on my second finger. Shocked! Petrified! There was SOOO much blood spluttering everywhere!!! i never "dripped" that much blood before. Everything was so sudden, i couldn't even feel the pain. Thank God my mum and dad were around to help. I just grabbed my finger with a tissue and see the colour of the tissue slowly turning red. The next thing I knew was that I felt so dizzy and my vision was blurred, my body felt so weak too, and i just felt like dozing away. My mum kept talking to me to make me conscious. And then suddenly i felt nauseous, but couldnt throw out anything. What a weird combination on feelings. haha, and i dont know why i kept babbling "sorry", "thank you", "cannot see". I thought i was going to die. i thought i had cut some important artery and was going to bleed slowly to death. In my mind, i was calling God for help. Thank You Lord for keeping me safe and well and for preserving my life. Im so grateful to You, Lord! Tim said he prayed very hard for me and kept asking me "jie jie, you still got blood?"
Thinking about this incident, i remember that the past few weeks i saw this vision of my finger getting chopped off by a knife that slipped off. Everytime the image came back, i felt afraid. I told my sis about it last week. Anyway, i prayed and felt a peace after that. Then just a few days ago, i saw this image again and had a premonition that something was wrong. I didnt pray over it. And then what happened today? But God preserved my life and finger. By His covering, He did not let my finger get chopped off, nor do i need any stitches. It could have been a warning of what is to come, yet by His sovereignty He protected me. Thank You Lord for perfecting my sensitivity to Your voice. Each time i hear and dont react accordingly, such things happen and im more aware of the need to pray INSTANTLY, more aware of Your warnings and more spiritually alert.
