Who am i
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
Happenings
Sunday, June 17, 2007
-1:00 AM
HAN wenhui aka Daohui aka hanny!! happy 19th birthday to you!!! you are officially one step closer to turning 20. i will be at church camp during your birthday so cant celebrate it for you :( Anyway, just want to thank God for blessing me with you, since pri1. We have known each other for 12 years!!! You are my great friend and share alot of similarities as me. Stay next to me, sit same school bus since pri 1, my bus mate, classmate, class partner, same height as me etc etc. You have really filled my life with alot of joy and laughter (like your "joke" about the egg)! coming home with you after school was always fun and my sec sch days were so fun cos we could laugh at you! even until now, i thank God that we still stay in touch and meet up to go school and work together. of all people, i must see you at my house bus stop, haha. Thank You Lord for HAN WENHUI!!!! ok once again happy19th birthday and may you grow in wisdom and joy each year. Also continue to stay guai and simple!
Thursday, June 14, 2007
-9:12 PM
I just want to thank all my friends and family for your well wishes and gifts on my birthday. Im finally 19!!! I dont know if i should sound happy or sad, haha.
Thanks Yoke Shan for being the first to celebrate my birthday with chocolates, subway and ice cream. Thanks stephie and zheying for treating me to the ice cream at sunset way and for your handmade photo album, i like it alot man! Thanks to all who smsed me: phyllis, delia, sheryl sim, cheryln, huiwen, chze ching, huiyu, wenhui, xueling, xinni, xiaoqi, alekx, joanne foo, joel chia, kahwan, huiming, huiyun, bryan, james eu, jiesi, liting, chenming, max, melvin goh, dickson, yongwei, yiling, winnie, stephie, zheying, zhiwen, lili, ah zhen, samsui, weijia, jessie foo, jessie chew, christine, weiping, sam loh, baoyi, brother aaron, bacon, lynn ern and lastly Shu En (the last one to sms me so that I can remember her most vividly). Thanks to all of you and for being part of my life! Thanks ah zhen for the lunch treat at crystal jade, thanks to PB exco for celebrating my bdae at east coast beach, thanks to my family for the sumptuous dinner, thanks to my sis for the customised shirt and my stolen artpiece (she keeps forcing me to thank her), thanks for the flowers and the bible also. Sorry for spoiling all the surprises as well, haha. You had fun planning the surprises and i had fun spoiling them! To all my friends: no matter what you have done for me on my birthday, the greatest gift is YOU! Im just contented to have you guys in my life.
Dont you find this artpiece familiar??!! after 5 years, i finally got back my artpiece from PL. ah!! Im so happy, i thought i would never see it again. must thank my sis for stealing it plus the frame from the art room and decorating the frame with her favourite lavenders.
The flowers which xiaoqi delivered to my house at 11pm, looking at me with her sore eyes and dressed in her working clothes. I was really so touched to see her man. I shall keep my comments about flowers to myself.
Birthdays dont mean anything to me, much less presents. It's just a day when I was born. If i forget this person on my birthday, everything's just meaningless. Thank you Father for 19 years of life, thank you for sustaining my every cell and organ. Thank You Lord for all the happiness and joy that You've blessed me with since young. All the presents or surprises cannot make me feel more happy, because You are my ultimate joy and happiness. I cannot feel more appreciated because everyday you appreciate me for who I am and encourage me with Your words of life. Thank You Lord that You never broke Your promise of being with me at all times. Some people live for the fame and glory, some for temporal worldly pleasures, some live to please the people around them, but i live for You because only You are eternal.
Monday, June 11, 2007
-5:21 AM
I wish June 14 wil never come...
Sunday, June 10, 2007
-3:47 AM
Cant wait for church camp!!! yay!!! will be away from 17th-20th June, going to Times Square in KL. I watched many vcds during my first week of hols -happy feet, the nativity story, high school musical, night in the museum etc. And i went to East Coast park on fri to meet up with my sec sch prefectorial friends. East Coast beach really brings back memories man. It was the place that Sheryl Sim and I went after school in VJC. The beach, the afternoon sky, the breeze never fails to brighten my day. Im so glad to have met up with my old friends!!! Life is really meaningless without God. Even if you want to help the world, theres just no meaning in helping people when one day all of us will be gone. We are all merely dust and one day our bodies will return to the ground we were made from. Have you ever thought about what lasts forever? Even if we do good deeds, who are we doing them for? Who or what are we living for? Do they last for eternity? Sometimes i wonder why television drama serials focus so much on bgr. There can be nice story plots that does not revolve around bgr only what. Plus, love comes in different forms like brotherly love, friendship etc. I think if i were to write a movie, it would be a great hit! haha ok joking only. I just wish our singapore movies will be able to make it big in the entertainment world.
Monday, June 04, 2007
-1:13 AM
Firstly, happy 20th birthday to Stephie!!!! My new-found friend from IBSM. Really love you as my friend even though we only knew each other for such a short period of time. I wish you success and eternal happiness. God loves you!
Had the weirdest dream last night. I dreamt that i was the only girl left in the world together with many other guys. and i had to choose 1. so i chose this guy whose name is Kang Kang. You know that taiwanese celebrity. and he couldnt speak good english. and he looks really old. and he made me host a taiwaese show with him, but i was struggling to speak good chinese. and then i woke up.
So many things have happened. Gabe has passed away to be with the Lord, at age 28. I was never particularly close with him, but he did enter into my life. He must be singing praises to Lord and talking with Him now. And enjoying the companionship of angels and saints who have gone before me. Indeed, life is like a breath. And I have so much more to learn and do before I am ready to meet with my king. Anyway, hols have started! i have 4 weeks break! time for me to catch up with friends, my sheep and with my Lord!
"Therefore, we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal." 2 Cor 4:16-18
Yes, my flesh may rot and die, but my soul will live forever and be renewed by the Lord. All my problems cannot compare to the beauty that I'll behold when i meet with my Lord. Lord, im fixing my eyes on You. Though the future may seem uncertain and my many plans may seem right in my eyes, Lord direct my steps and my ways. My only goal is to love You more each day.
